Me and you

It’s Wednesday morning

The music flows, attuning me to you

Spirits ever so high

I find myself thinking about you again.

I can’t help it; I can’t fight it no matter how hard I try.

A wave of memories floods my mind, I reminisce about those hazel eyes.

Walking into that coffee shop, my sole desire is to see you and only you, not knock back a golden cup of coffee water or glance at all the pretty colors.

To my dismay, every now and then you’re gone, don’t see you, but in your place some unknown.

Love that velvet sofa, that special one, more than ever when you’re tired

I find myself drawn, Snow-White never looked as good.

These summer days, so hectic but you gave me peace.

You gave me tranquility to the war going on inside.

But now you’re gone, but for how long.

Are these real or is it just déjà vu all over again.

Can you answer that. I’m so worn out.

Want you to know but I keep to my promises, not to my vows.

Don’t know what to do about the rest, can’t say the same about you.

Do you love him still or is he just a fragment of your imagination.

Will you refute the way I feel, or make me whole once again.

Once you get a piece, it’s so hard to forget. Feels so warm and light.

The day you look your prettiest, if I’m not by your side, don’t expect me to come and fake a smile.

Swear to look after me in sickness and in health, can’t bear it otherwise.

Can’t help but wonder, will I ever fit into your life.

Find a place in your thoughts.

Besides being a shoulder to cry on.

Can’t explain it all.

Don’t need an explanation as to why I care about you.

Made my peace with it all

Now it’s up to you, set me free or show me the path

Damned if I try and fight it anymore.

Don’t want to wake up with the usual emptiness.

My will to fight’s been broken, the moment our eyes met.

Been a struggle ever since.

Would it make a difference if I drew closer to you and whispered my confessions into your ear.

Why bother.

Be the last, I’m tired of it all.

Why do I keep believing.

Sometimes I feel, it delights in it all